I’m maybe taking another break, as something is making me feel exceedingly pointless, possibly my look back at old blogging of mine and spiraling over whether or not to put old posts back online and if so which ones and if so how even to choose, perhaps combined with thinking about how I might be cognitively prohibited from accessing both my past and my future which makes it very difficult to compellingly or convincingly feel a reason for doing things, and I came very close this evening to taking a serious look at just throwing in the towel and leaving the internet altogether.

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