Feeling buried and no sooner do I post about being busy with a thing than that very thing becomes overwhelming and my brain starts to feel like one giant executive function traffic jam and I have to stop working on it and I take a moment to look at my RSS reader and my newsletter reader and everything everywhere is piling up and I feel like I’m suffocating under the weight of it all but if I just mark everything as “read” and forget about it I will feel like I’ve failed not only myself but this blog and just writing this all out in one giant run-on sentence is spiking my anxiety response and I feel like I am backed into a corner on everything and honestly I just want to delete it all and turn my back on everything I am doing because really what’s the point of it if days and moments like this happen where reading things and writing things just seems like too much for me to handle and I think I am having some serious mental paralysis issues right now.
Bix dot Blog
The unsupported use case of Bix Frankonis’ disordered, surplus, mediocre midlife in St. Johns, Oregon.
No fear, no hate, no thoughtless bullshit, and no nazis.