Just now I had a major albeit comparatively brief …

Just now I had a major albeit comparatively brief bout of looking around at everything, my apartment, my wardrobe, my website, and thinking everything was wrong and it all needed to be different and I swear that I literally felt the electromagnetic field generated by my brain twist itself into knots which led to my arms twisting themselves into knots clutched against my chest and now my entire body feels like it needs to be both shaken and stretched until the sensation of that supercedes the sensation of the other.

Author: Bix

The unsupported use case of a mediocre, autistic midlife in St. Johns, Oregon —now with added global pandemic.